The Institute Library contains the written literature and video-audio productions produced by our Founder and Rav over his lifetime. These productions are not available outside our online store. Books published in limited quantities are found occasionally in the hands of outside retailers and sell for many hundreds of dollars for a paperback copy.
The library connects to the freedomexercises.blog hosted on WordPress, which contains another Founder’s writing source.
As time marches ahead, we will add literature and video-audio productions produced by our students and coworkers for humanity.
The Founder believes that each of us lives within the confines, prison if you will, of a storybook narrative formed by our developmental upbringing and genetic phenotype. The material we offer comprises children’s stories, fantasy journeys in the psychoastral realms, guided contemplation, romantic and spiritual poetry, prose articles, religious analyses, and much more.
The Institute’s goal is enlightenment, which requires learning how to stay conscious, mindful, present, stop identifying with outside events, and ingrained personal opinions and beliefs.
The Institute Library contains the written literature and video-audio productions produced by our Founder and Rav over his lifetime. These productions are not available outside our online store. Books published in limited quantities are found occasionally in the hands of outside retailers and sell for many hundreds of dollars for a paperback copy.
The library connects to the freedomexercises.blog hosted on WordPress, another Founder’s writing source.
As time marches ahead, we will add literature and video-audio productions produced by our students and coworkers for humanity.
The Founder believes that each of us lives within the confines, prison if you will, of a storybook narrative formed by our developmental upbringing and genetic phenotype. The material we offer comprises children’s stories, fantasy journeys in the psychoastral realms, guided contemplation, romantic and spiritual poetry, prose articles, religious analyses, and much more.
The Institute’s goal is enlightenment and liberation, which requires learning how to stay conscious, mindful, present, stop identifying with outside events, and ingrained personal opinions and beliefs.
This book was a novelette I wrote as an assignment in a Social Studies class when I was in 11th grade. The story concerned a young boy who left his home planet to come to earth to attend its most prestigious University. Life on his home planet was very traditional with strict social mores. When he arrived, the young man discovered that the earth population practiced free love (I grew up near Haight-Ashbury with the Hippies), and mind-expanding drugs were prevalent and lawful. The book was about his adaptation to a new social system instead of that of his upbringing. He adapted to the new system without falling prey to its inherent lack of commitment to others.
In the early 1990s, the Good Doctor served as the Grand Counselor for AMORC and the Provincial Master of the Traditional Martinist Order. Vault. of the Adepti is a play formulated using the Third R+C Manifesto (The Alchemical Marriage). Its one and only performance were in 1994, taking two days and attended by 144 R+C Members. Its stated purpose was to create the necessary Spiritual Thought Form for the rebirth of the Rosicrucian Order in 2017. The book appeared in 1995 and is difficult to locate outside of the Institute.
A Tale of Two Little Angels will be published this year. It is a teaching tale for everyone--young and old. Here is a short excerpt from the Prologue:
The purpose of learning and using sacred knowledge is to awaken from our natural state of dormancy and reactivity. When we awaken, we are conscious of the actuality of the moment. We perceive the bare facts without embellishment or degradation because of our biased and mainly inaccurate beliefs, opinions, and unwholesome needs and wants. Subsequently, no longer are we slaves to our conditioned, natural desires, but have become children of God.
Teaching tales allow the reader or listener to approach and begin living with the God of their Heart and Realization, not the imaginary deity of theological speculation.
Like all real fairy tales, our teaching tale is very ancient. Storytellers told this tale to children living upon planets like our own earth in different solar systems and galaxies in many
This tale came into my family during the reign of Catherine the Great of Russia. My very distant forefather Prince Aleksandr Mikhailovich heard this tale from a dying Orthodox pope from Mt. Athos following the Battle of Chesme against the Ottoman Empire. Prince Aleksandr spoke many languages and possessed an excellent memory. He made an essence promise to the dying storyteller that he would pass it down in the family. We have kept this teaching tale safe for over 250 years.
So, I must tell you this story. I know some children and adults with spiritual ears, pure hearts, and honorable intentions will recognize the truths in this beautiful tale. Who will find and teach others that Perfected Human Love is the most potent force for goodness in our entire universe?
Every universe has Suns and planets like our earth. Each day, without fail, our ever-giving Sun shines down upon the surface of our green-blue planet, providing light and warmth. Light illuminating and giving life to all living creatures equally."
This book was begun in 1995 and is not completed. Much of my thought has developed since I began this book, but it has some amazing insights. I will finish one day, I hope.
The Upanishads comprise the Vedanta or the final section of the Aryan Vedas. Scholars know of 108 Upanishads, of which a dozen or so are the earliest and are referred to as principal ones. The early Upanishads are dated from the 8th Century BCE to the 1st Century BCE. The latest date of a minor Upanishad is in the 14th Century CE.
Subsequently, the World Tree Upanishad is the first new Upanishad in six hundred years. Its knowledge is old and new and worth reading. In its Introduction, the author writes:
The Teachings contained within this short Upanishad are incredibly ancient, predating the very beginnings of the four verified historical civilizations, i.e., Dynastic Egypt, Dynastic Sumer, Indus River, and the Pontine Steppes (Vedas), and satisfying new. As you read and contemplate each Lesson, you will discover their prescient nature, as similar propositions exist within the various esoteric schools which have come and gone over the past 5000 years.
The Teachings presented to introduce you to the Ten Holy Realizations and the Twenty-Two interrelated Lessons.
In presenting such Teachings, I have removed the original names, as none will be recognized or understood, and substituted the names of divine beings, seers, teachers, and yogis found in scriptures still in existence.
The First Teachings are pragmatic and designed to provide the quickest paths to essence, immortality, enlightenment, and liberation from the confines of time, space, and energy. The First Ones taught,
The Liberation of self,
Requires the killing of self,
A murder accomplished in Lovingkindness done.
For with the killing of self,
One Awakens into the Timeless-Spaceless Infinitude.
The Unborn and Unfathomable,
which:
Is both Existence and Nonexistence,
Is neither Existence nor Nonexistence,
Is manifest and unmanifest,
Is neither manifest nor unmanifest,
It is both Possibility and Impossibility,
Is neither Possibility nor Impossibility,
Is both Point and Infinitude,
Is neither Point nor Infinitude.
Is both Individual and Collective,
Is neither Individual nor Collective.
Is both Known and Unknown,
Is neither Known nor Unknown.
The First Ones said, “When a student is no longer confused by the Lesson above, he or she has attained Enlightenment and is consciously present in the Three Worlds, the lower corporeal, the middle Oneirion, and the upper Empyreal-Noumenal. They have completed the Work, and the Enlightened One may exit from Manifest Universality into the Unborn or remain, as God’s Friend, φίλος του Θεού. Terms used in the later esoteric schools are many, e.g., Paraclete, Παρακλέτα, Bodhisattva, Avatar, Fisherman, Ψαράς, and Son of God.
The evolutionary flaws of civilized humankind have brought the corporeal and Oneirion Worlds into a very dark and evil time crisis. Man is well on his way toward transformation into a new, mechanical form of socialized insect–Homo insectus. Life centered on mechanicalness, materialism, selfishness, and group-think—a life without freedom of choice and endless servitude to Ahriman and Mammon.
The First Ones continue to do what they can to bring humankind back to a place of stability where spiritual progress remains possible for those who desire such. Contrary to popularized, metaphysical schools, schools that attempt to distribute Divine Knowledge and Beingness amongst all human-level creatures, attaining to the Unborn is not a gift given to all. Only those with proper genetic propensities, proper developmental upbringing, a stimulating environment, and plain luck will even try. These are the ones that the First Ones can help.
At first, this may seem unfair and unjust, but it is not. Hardly anyone wants to sacrifice their selfish desires, kama, so to have time to apply the super-effort required to earn reincarnation.
A wise Teacher of your time said, “Happy is the man who has completed his Soul, unconcerned is the insect man, but in true misery is the man working on making his Soul.”
Another modern wit noted, “Humankind is like a large box of laundry detergent. For within the box are a few grains of soap, and the rest is inert filler to trick the masses.”
Regardless, the First Ones asked me to tell you of the Original Metaphysics, hoping enough will listen to strengthen the Holy Egregore to correct your social predicament, most dire. I have my doubts, but conscious action does what must be done without demanding the fruits that may come.
Herein, I give the instructions I gave to the son and daughter of my heart and loins when they were young–in a time before this Universe was.
ROMANCE OF THE ROSE TREASURE is a spiritual drama written in the style of the romantic troubadours of Southern France in the 12th Century. To help set the stage, it is written in simplified Elizabethan English. This play is the companion to VAULT OF THE ADEPTI, published in 1995. Both plays concern themselves with the true Rosicrucian Order's phoenix-like rebirth as it completes another Grand Cycle of 3888 years, such cycle concluding in 2017. Excerpt from Act I:
ACT I
SCENE 1
STAGE RIGHT: In the Cosmic Realm, HELOISE and ABELARD are seated at a table.
(LIGHTS RISE ON STAGE RIGHT)
HELOISE
The elders speaketh of a wondrous treasure,
hidden away in a land afar,
did guard over by a dragon fierce,
did cover over in golden scales.
Her teeth, blood-red rubies,
claws sharp,
diamonds sparkling in the sunlight,
fiery blue flames
shooting forth from her mouth.
Many a knight hadst traveled forth
in fine armor, proud and confident,
well-trained in battle and strategy,
to claim this greatest of treasures.
All these brave knights didst fail.
Some died thirsty in the endless desert,
others did drown in the vast sea,
a few found the treasure and
wast overcome by the ADRIANA VOVYN.
None hath did open the wooden chest
so to gazeth upon the secret,
yond had lain hidden for an eternity.
One day, the youngest son
of the village priest asketh
his father for permission
to seeketh the Treasure of the Rose.
***Stage lights FADE TO BLACK on STAGE RIGHT.***
(END OF SCENE I)
Series of at least four books. Two competed. THE PURPOSE JOURNEYS BEGIN is a spiritual fantasy set in the Oneirion Worlds of Nouseum, Wonderland, Ancient India, the Djinn World, and Camelot. In it a Rav takes six female and six male students on a dream journey to prove that the Universe is full of purpose and lasting meaning. Major themes of the tome are perfected human love between spouses, the battle of Divine Good and sentient evil, the Holy Family, and the structure of the Divine. An excerpt on Good and Evil:
“I remind you that the Good is not the opposite of the Evil, as Evil is the intentional funneling, or receiving, of all things beneficial to the operational, the imagined, the false, or the self-aggrandized self rather than assuring a fair distribution to others. In neo-Kabbalistic terms, Evil is synonymous with selfishness, or the evolutionary trait displayed as overly zealous and compulsive desire to receive solely for personal benefit. Conversely, Good is synonymous with intentional altruism for the benefit of others. Good and Evil are two orthogonal psychoistic dimensions, a dimension of receiving for the sake of giving and taking for the sake of selfish hoarding. Questions?”
Calliope stood up again, but holding Vika’s hand, “Vika and I know we are silly girls, but we pay attention, Gabriel. Right, Vika?”
Vika responded, “Yes, Calliope, because Mummy wants us to be smart so we can teach things someday.”
Calliope gathered up her courage, saying, “The universe may be too large for mind to reach its end if it has one, but everywhere we look, Vika and I see bits of purpose and meaning hiding in every nook and cranny. The universe is chock full of hidden Easter Eggs, each painted shell holding another bit of purpose.
“Usually, we cannot see the Easter Eggs, for Ms. Easter Bunny knows how to protect her eggs from the rascals and the profane. She knows that her precious Eggs can only found by those who care enough about the universe to open their eyes and search relentlessly for a pretty Egg.”
Vika squeezed Calliope’s hand.
Calliope continued, “The situation is very much like the banishment journey of the round-headed boy, Oblio, and his faithful dog, Arrow, to the Pointless Forest. Every pointy-headed person in the Land of Point knew that the Pointless Forest had no point, so no one went there. After banishment to the Pointless Forest, Oblio and Arrow returned to the Land of Point, telling a fantastic story to the townspeople that the Pointless Forest was chock full of pointy people and plants. And so Oblio explained to the townspeople that everything has a Point when you study it.
“Well, finding a Point in a Pointless Forest is just like finding a Purpose in a Purposeless Universe. The Universe seems purposeless and meaningless because hardly anyone cares enough to discover all the Purposeless Universe’s small truths.
“All those persons who yell that the Universe has no Purpose are like the Evil Count living in the Pointed Village who had Oblio as his nemesis. Or those who fabricate stories about imaginary purposes to hide from their inner fear that the Universe has no meaning. Every day, I say to everyone, take a little purpose journey into the Purposeless Universe and look for some Easter Eggs. They are there, for Ms. Easter Bunny showed us where some of her eggs rest out of sight.
“Vika and I never tell untruths because Mummy says it is wrong, and we won’t be good girls if we tell lies, right, Vika?”
Vika jumped up and hugged Calliope, saying, “You explained things well. I wish Daddy would have been here to tell you he is so proud of his and my Calliope. Gabriel isn’t Calliope brilliant? She proved that us silly girls can be as smart as anyone. Hooray for Calliope.”
The whole group gave three cheers for Calliope. Claudius said, “We love you, Vika and Calliope. We are glad that you love us too.”
Natanel came over to Vika and Calliope, hugging them and saying, “You did very well, daughter. Mummy is so proud of you, and so is Daddy. Mummy bore such smart and pretty girls for Daddy. Both of us are blessed. Though, I think you inherited the silliness side from Papa.”
Vika said, “Of course, we inherited our silly side from Papa. Papa is our age inside, but older outside. That is why he is always happy and helps everyone. Papa is the god of love, Mummy. I saw it one time when I was with him. I am telling the truth, Mummy. Calliope and I always tell the truth unless Papa tells us to be still. Right, Calliope?”
Calliope adds, “Vika is telling the truth, Mummy, really.”
Edward, not being a jerk at this moment, said, “From the mouths of children comes forth the truth. An innocent does not spread mistruths for they exist within the Kingdom of God.”
Tristan’s voice interrupted, saying, “I am proud of you, Calliope. You and Vika are my perfect girls. Morgana is proud of you too. I love both of you, and perhaps I will visit in your dreams. Bye.”
This series contains four of eight books. The story begins with a Mage transporting a young lady from 2020 back to Damascus in 1913, so to prepare her for entrance into an Eternal Spiritual Order. To do so, Gabriel takes her on impossible journeys in the Oneirion Worlds. The pair travel in the afterlife to speak with Emanuel Swedenborg and visit Heaven and Hell. Later Gabriel introduces Sophie to the world of the Djinn and she meets Alliona, learns of the spirituality of the Djinn, and the two marry Gabriel. Realizing that human experiment will self-destruct if he does not intervene, Gabriel takes Sophie and Alliona back to ancient Greece just after Socrate’s death, rebuilds Athens, peacefully captures Sparta, and unifies Greece to prevent Alexander’s and Rome’s conquests.
During the process, Gabriel resurrects his original family of the First Ones and the world learns that Gabriel is the True God who has helped all sentient life since the beginning and will return the Earth to its Golden Age. His primary teaching, shown by his actions, is Love under Wisdom is the Whole of the Law. These books are full of humor, surprise, erotica, spiritual teachings, and perfected human love. One excerpt,
Gabriel put down Isis but continued to hold her hand, “I need to explain something to you, so let’s go to Merlin’s library. We will drink warm, honey milk. The troop walked to the library and found convenient seats and hot steaming honey milk with a powered cinnamon dash.
“Isis is correct when she said I put Time aside. As Isis. Sophie, Alliona, Hekate, and Āvi know we came to Camelot from ancient Greece at the beginning of the 3rd Century BCE. In Greece, Alliona and Sophie are not Alliona and Sophie, but the goddesses Demeter and Kore. My beloved Hekate is another goddess. I am also married to Athena, Artemis, and Hera. Our friends Dionysus and Hephaestus are part of our pantheon.
“We unified Athens and Sparta first, then all Greece in a great republic. There is no slavery, no filthy-rich persons, and full gender equality. We have working healthcare and universal education. From Greece, our armies converted all the islands and lands touching the Mediterranean Sea.
“Slowly, we have been reintroducing the Old Religion by the active involvement of our gods and goddesses in human life. Humanity needs deities, deities it can touch and love. Now, my Amazons and Greek hoplites are conquering Asia. My Polemarchoi are my wife, Zoe, and my sister-wife, Āvi, who brought our Amazons to fight the Evil. Āvi, Isis, and I return to the Asian conquest when we leave here.
“This is why the End War has begun, for we corrected the deviation of the primary worldline, so it is where it needs to be. The return of the Golden Age of the Elves is a reality, but all sentient creatures must fight for it.
“This is why Isis said, I put aside Time.”
Isis yelled, “My Daddy is the best fixer-up Elf there ever was. I adore you, Daddy.”
Little Eleanor yelled, “Uncle Gabriel is my God, for he is the best Elf I know.”
Vivian said, “I am sure that is true, Eleanor, but you are only three years old. But it is true for another twelve years for sure. Right, twins?”
Ingrid, Calliope, and Vika replied in unison, “Right, Vivian. You are so wise and pay good attention. We love you.”
“I love all of you too.”
Gabriel continued, “Chatelaine, I suggested Baldar marry you so I will give you the lifetime for an Elf. He will be here later.”
Gabriel went to Lilith’s chair, taking her by the hand, so she stood next to him, saying, “This beautiful lady is Lilith. She is very dear to me because she agreed to accept a horrible destiny to help bring the return of the Golden Age. Another special wife is the goddess Hekate. Come stand with us, darling.”
Hekate came to stand with Lilith and Gabriel.
“Hekate also agreed to accept the destiny I wrote for her, which involved unbearable loneliness. She did what I needed doing and restored her living heart. Isis loves Hekate as much as I do.
“Vivian and Ingrid, I will marry both of you, and they will have beautiful daughters. You will become Elves, just like their sisters, Vika and Calliope. The two babies you have now will be returned to your baby sisters. I will give you Elf daughters at the same time I give them to Vivian and Ingrid.
“Morgana is now Tristan’s major wife, and his minor wives are his students, other than Chatelaine, who loves my son Baldar. It is what he wanted, so now they belong to each other.
“Nata was my first Elf daughter and Elf wife, and she wants to return to me for her love for me is much. I made her leave to help Tristan and wiped her memory. Now is the time to return things to normal.
“I want to ask the two sets of twins who their mummy and daddy are?”
All the twins said, “Silly Daddy. You know Nata is our mummy and you are our Daddy. You are also the babies’ Daddy for Mummy only sleeps with her Husband because Mummy is a proper Elf.”
“But, Ingrid, King Arthur is also our daddy. How can this be for mummy never made love to King Arthur?”
“I don’t know, Sister? But our real daddy is Gabriel, and our real mummy is Nata. Oh, well, I guess we can have two daddies?”
“Of course, you may have two daddies, but only one Mummy, right?”
All the twins replied, “Right, Mummy. We lived inside of you, and now we live outside of you. Will you be proud of us when we have new babies?”
“Daddy and I are always proud of our daughters. You four are our best creations.”
Gabriel continued, “Āvi, Sophie, Alliona, and Isis will return with me to ancient Greece. Nata, Lilith, Hekate, and the twins will stay in Camelot and help spread the Old Religion. If I do not return to correct evil history, the worldline will shift. I will be involved in human history for a long time, as evil is prevalent there. I will frequently visit to check on my wives and daughters and keep them full of semen. I am sorry that our family, but this is the price we pay for fixing things.
“There will be more battles, but I am always with you. Come, Nata and my twins, it is time to give you babies who will grow up and help the cause.”
Ingrid asked, “Daddy will Vivian, and I be real wives and daughters like Vika and Calliope?”
“You shall be. We will visit Arthur and Lydia tomorrow and tell them.”
Nata, the twins, and Gabriel left for Nata’s chambers. The rest of the crew stayed in the library, making sure that Lilith and Hekate felt welcome and loved.
The next morning, Gabriel took the family to visit Arthur and Lydia. They rode in the fine carriage that first took Calliope and Vika to Auntie Julia’s clothing store.
After they arrived, the two sets of twins ran to find daddy and uncle Arthur, so he will know they are safe. Lydia and Arthur were discussing the recent improvement of the citizens of Camelot.
Lydia said, “I have known Gabriel for hundreds of thousands of years, Arthur. People change for the better when he comes into their lives. Think about the changes Lilith made just because she knew Gabriel loved and needed her. Gabriel is God, Arthur. And what a God he is! May he bless himself.”
“What you say is true, darling. Being with Gabriel makes me want to be better. To think that Camelot is the first step in bringing about the next Golden Age.”
The conversation was interrupted as the girls hugged and kissed Lydia and Arthur.
Finally, Vivian said, just as the adults entered the breakfast room, “Daddy, Ingrid and I are in love with Gabriel, and now we are wives like Vika and Calliope. Husband said all of us will have beautiful and smart daughters for you and Auntie Lydia to dote over. Right, sisters?”
The remaining sisters yelled, “Right, our precious Vivian. We are sisters, wives, and mothers. Hooray for us.”
Nata said, “Sorry for not asking your permission, but I know you wouldn’t mind for you want your twins to be happy. They are delighted, Arthur. I am now with Gabriel, my real husband, a long story that Tristan will tell you if you ask.
“The twins will stay with me in Camelot and help spread the Elf Religion. Finnet and some of his friends want to remain in Camelot to help Baron Ivan protect the city and teach and spread the Elf Teachings. Finnet is amazingly spiritual and wise. I hope we have your permission, Arthur?”
“When Deities speak, a wise king listens,” turning to his twins, “girls, I am pleased that you chose the right Elf to marry. I know my daughters and nieces are silly twins, but not stupid ones.”
Gabriel added, “Arthur, Lydia is a Djinn, just in case you didn’t notice. I know she loves you, and so I made your life as long as hers. This gives both of you sufficient time to help me repair creation.
“My Holy Wives, Lilith and Hekate will remain in Camelot with Nata. Keep them safe, Arthur. They are important. Āvi, Isis, Sophie, and Alliona return to ancient Greece and later times to make sure the prime worldline remains where it is. We will visit, but we are conquering all of Asia to rid the world of sociopaths. We are busy. Send priests to every city in your world so to bring unconditional love and altruism to your world.
“The Savior stays here to guide our Message. More war will come sporadically, but the war will grow. Tristan can deal with this for now. I will fight when I can. Also, Prince Festian asks if it is possible to build a battle training station for Elves outside of Camelot. He will feel more comfortable knowing that this city is well-protected.”
“I grant all that you ask, Lord General. We have grown to love you, and we will miss you. Visit your new wives and us. I would like to have them live with Lydia and me.”
“A good idea, but don’t forget Morgana and Merlin. Keep them busy in the magick school. Come, my darlings, time to return to Greece. We love you and Camelot, Arthur, and Lydia. Call me if you need me. Love to all of you.”
Gabriel and his wives vanished, but he left a life-size mural of his family on a blank wall so as not to forget them.
END OF BOOK TWO
This is a series about the mission of Lord Yeshua in another time and place.This is a series about the world mission of Lord Yeshua in another time and place. Again, his message is about unconditional love and reentering into the inner Kingdom of God Within. He is sent to a co-Earth by Holy Mother to find his twin sister, Ariel, and together bring peace and harmony to this world. His disciple Cornelius recorded Yeshua’s day-to-day life and teachings to show how men and women should become so to live within the Godhead, the Holy Hexad. Not only does he minister to the oppressed, but he wins the hearts of Flavius, the Governor of Syria, his sister Julia, their parents, and Emperor Tiberius. By controlling Rome with his future descendants, he and his friends can bring a just peace to the world and grow humanity. An excerpt,
After discussion of the parable, I explained why we were going to teach in Tiberias. A primarily pagan city founded by Herod Antipas, son of Herod the Great, some five or six years earlier, and some philosophers from Alexandria are in residence. I would like to explain my mission in terms they will understand.
“This is important for the establishment of a Strong and Living Holy Church whose function will be to disperse and strengthen our Teachings throughout this world in the years after our departures. To enhance the probability of our success, I need to create a philosophical and theological link between the Hellenist Schools and ourselves.
“This segment of our Holy Work explains why I chose literate disciples able to understand philosophy, ethics, mathematics, astronomy, and the geopolitical systems oppressing the peasant and displaced artisans and labors. Persons born outside the Sadducees, Pharisees, and other privileged classes. All of you have seen and experienced the oppression I speak about first hand.
“Again, I reiterate that our long-term goal is to free the working and slave classes from oppression by the priests and kings. This will not happen for hundreds of years, but your Church, my friends, is the proper catalyst.
“Far in the future, I see the possibility of a world containing one class of persons, each sorted into a profession suited to their particular talents and desires. A world where everyone has sufficient food, clothing, housing, free education, and medical care regardless of their intellect. A world in which those who contribute the most to the arts and sciences have incentives to create for the enjoyment and betterment of all.
“A world which has no need of armies nor police as no criminal creatures can to born into it. A sanctuary where men and women are equal in all civil rights may follow what is divine in each gender. Homes in which every child is loved and educated so to maximize individual character and closeness to the Holy Family.”
As I visualized our long-term goal, I felt the whole sorrow of our current world and the sufferings and sacrifices needed to attain the worlds Holy Father hope we would one day create on earth. It was too much to bear alone, and I fell into my chair, sobbing uncontrollably.
It was Ruth who stood up and pulled my head onto her breasts. She said, “My Darling, you are much too kind and good for our wicked world. I know you are infinitely strong when need be, but your center is pure love and pure wisdom.
“I hope one day to love and care as you do, to carry some sufferings of this world so you will have some relief. What I know is that I love you as much as I love Ariel and the Holy Family. For your love has freed me of my past. When you took my hand into yours and took me as your wife, partially because of the purity of Ariel’s love for me, I made an oath to the Holy Family to love you unconditionally and forever and follow you as plants follow the daily motion of the sun.”
After Ruth had finished, Ariel stood up, saying, “Dear Brothers, all of us must swear to do our utmost to establish the reality of Rav’s vision. Even death should not stop us. For it is better to suffer martyrdom for doing the High God’s Work than to persist in shame for being weak. I say we all swear an irrevocable oath now.”
Everyone swore such an oath. Then a dove flew into the dining room and began to shine like a sun until the whole room filled with a great white light.
Everyone present heard a deep and kind voice say, “I am pleased with my Beloved Son, his wives, and his friends. I have reserved mansions for all of you in the Highest Heavens. I will provide each with a wife best fit to your soul, just as I offered Yeshua my Beloved Daughter, Ariel, and her Virgin Mother, Ruth.
“Simeon, listen well; your Rav is the Son of the High God. So, no more doubt and much more study. I send Mother’s Blessings to all of you. God Speed.”
Thomas turned to Simeon, “Are you satisfied finally, you doubting Simeon. Plus, I am relieved to know that God has a good sense of humor.”
Everyone laughed, including me.
This multivolume tome records much of the life of our Founding Initiate, He hopes to finish it before he passes onto his next chore for the Holy Family.
How The Old Man Found God's Peak (080616)
When I was no more than three,
I saw in my dreams,
in a faraway magical land,
a Mountain High,
Higher than the Heavens.
The peak lost in the clouds,
so I could not see,
more than forests and slopes.
Here and there, but not everywhere,
I saw single souls climbing fearlessly,
tightly clutching onto rock outcroppings
or scaling bark-covered trees,
sometimes slipping, but never retreating.
At the base of Mountain High,
scurried innumerable people, like little ants,
seemingly obvious to Mountain High.
Such little ants were chatters indeed,
complaining about this or that,
blaming their neighbor or king
for his wrong action.
Blame, blame, blame.
Gossip, gossip, gossip.
An old man on Mountain High
glanced over and saw me in the sky.
Smiling, he said, "Come with me, little boy."
And he did take me by the hand.
"Child, I am old, and I shan't reach God's Peak in time.
But I have time to teach you my climber's tricks,
for I see you shall reach God's Peak."
"So, when you reach the Grand Day,
look down again upon this Mountain Slope
and find me climbing once again.
I know I shan't see you, dear Child,
but my wrists will feel your hands
pulling me up when I am too tired to move."
And the Old Man and I climbed together
for many years, and he did teach me as he had said.
One morning, my dear friend did not rise to greet the sun,
so I made him a pyre to send his soul off.
Yes, I did one Day reach God's Peak,
and on that Day, I knew God as God knew me.
Each morning, I gazed down the Mountain High,
one Day, I saw my dear friend climbing once again.
He was old with another Child by his side.
Now, I could see his great chain of lifetimes,
so many spent scaling Mountain High,
sometimes alone, but mostly with a new Child,
who he had helped reach higher than he.
That night, I appeared before the sleeping Child
clothed in the Golden Light of a Mahadeva.
"Child, the time has come for the Old Man
to enter onto God's Peak."
"If you push and I pull, we can do this.
One Day, Child, your time to reach God's Peak
shall come due. And I shall return to help you."
The Child did push, and I did pull,
and the Old Man did reach God's Peak.
At this very moment, he beheld me once again,
holding his wrists, keeping my essence promise.
The Old Man did say, "Old friend, you did return
as you had promised so many lives long ago."
"Yes, Old Man, I came from friendship, and
as Father and Mother said,
It was time for you to come home.
We saw you would never return,
for you always took a Child and
showed him how to climb even higher.
Do not fret. The Child knows there is such a Peak
and will meet with us when his work finishes.
Come and meet Our Father and Mother."
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